Lega rasanya bila saya dah fulfil salah satu kehendak awak Abi.Saya dah minta maaf pada dia and yes i admit that she is a very nice girl.And yet im the one who immature.I have deleted the conversation too Abi.I know all this still cant convince you yet but do believe me , i wanted to change.i wanted to be your girl, to fulfil the requirement.I wanted to text you but i know you must be very tired and need to sleep early right, anyway do you still remember the first song i text you ? Im listening to it  now. Nothing gonna change my love for you by George Benson.

I cant begging you to love me as before, because i dont want to do so , because love is something that we cant begging to get it.
I have to pay for my mistakes.Andai diri ini sudah tiada tempat di hatimu,maka saya berserah pada takdir dan tidak sekali kali akan merayu melawan takdir. Dan andai ditakdirkan hati awak tidak  tergerak untuk membaca blog luahan hati ini,saya redha dan biarlah ini terus menjadi luahan hati saya sahaja kerana saya tidak punya kekuatan untuk meluahkan isi hati ini. Saya sayang awak .